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Clementine tree
04:53
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Clementine tree
Was a time I was caught
in the lights, on the road
behind me the silence yawned forward
the river flowed
I blinked and turned
I ran fast enough
but I started a long way behind
I’m still catching up
I started a long way behind
I’m still catching up
Moving slowly, in a darkroom
she smells of fixer and developer and wool
a grainy photo, a focus pull
My arms around her
wrapped and hesitant
the rain on the loft roof whispers
unrelenting, unrepentant
I blinked and turned
I ran fast enough
but I started a long way behind
I’m still catching up
I blinked and turned
I ran fast enough
but I started a long way behind
I’m still catching up
you don’t know what you’ve got
until it’s run away
you don’t know what you’ve said
til you don’t have the words to say
you don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone
and you don’t know that it’s gone
but it’s gone until it’s gone, gone, gone baby gone
Something moving in the trees
in the dark you tell me
what it is you see
church key in your pocket
and in your hand
the fruit of the Clementine tree
the red light flickers off
the timer stops
I started a long way behind, I’m still catching up
and I’m still catching up
and I’m still catching up
And I’m still
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The Morning waits
04:59
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The Morning waits
The morning waits
with red eyes
like a coal-hauling train
There’s no surprise
it’s not running late
it always moves at the same speed
Train goes by, whistle and moan
leaves me standing here alone
Morning sun rises and groans
Leaves me standing here alone
The morning moves
like a freight train down the track
it reminds me of the day you left
it tells me you’re not coming back
Train goes by, whistle and moan
leaves me standing here alone
Morning sun rises and groans
Leaves me standing here alone
The day you left me
was a cold and lonely breeze
and the wind and the rain shook the trees
the day you left me, I fell down on my knees
crying, please
The day you left me
was a cold and lonely breeze
and the wind and the rain shook the trees
on the day you left me,
I fell down on my knees
crying, please
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3. |
Eagle
04:23
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4. |
Grey Berlin
05:21
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Grey Berlin
They tell me that’s where the light gets in
Comes in through the cracks
baby where you going? baby where you been?
I thought that you were coming back
You don’t wanna know the things I’ve seen
I’ve been out of the blue and into the black
baby where you going? baby where you been?
I thought that you were coming back
All the way through grey Berlin
Your beautiful sad brown eyes were the soundtrack
baby where you going? baby where you been?
I thought that you were coming back
The rain fell down like asbestos dust
the day I sold the Nissan Hatchback
baby where you going? baby where you been?
I thought that you were coming back
I ran underneath the railway bridge
I was jumping so you’d see me nearly gave me a heart attack
baby where you going? baby where you been?
I thought that you were coming back
I thought that you were coming back
I thought that you were coming back
I wrote down every tear you cried
I put the date beside
like I was keeping an almanac
baby where you going? baby where you been?
I thought that you were coming back
And maybe my love for you
was nothing but the pages from a cheap paperback
baby where you going? baby where you been?
I thought that you were coming back
If I could write it all down
I’d write it in the deepest darkest carbon black
Through it all
I loved you blind
You were always on my mind
Now I walk the grey streets and the cobblestones
up past the yard and the smokestack
baby where you going?
baby where you been?
I thought that you were coming back
I thought that you were coming back
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Margaret on the corner
02:22
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Margaret on the Corner
Hey Margaret on the corner
I see you
standing with your hands in your pockets
and your
baby’s got a smile
and you’ve got a smile
does nothing ever get you down?
Hey Margaret on the corner
I see you
standing and I know there’s nobody else around
even when the rain comes
does nothing ever get you down?
Down, down
Down, down
Down, down
Down, down
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Wheelwright
04:15
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Wheelwright
I adjust my glasses
I take a new line
I set a timer so I finish on time
From the window
I See her coming through the park
red shirt, silver shoes
dark hair in a bob
The early summer heat
falls across my skin like jasmine musk
We’re walking through the park
and the palm trees sway and fuss
I try to think like a wheelwright
talking to the duke
I explain to myself again
what fine words and clever books won’t do
what fine words and clever books can’t do
The spring rains are falling
through the open door
the sunset sky is red and amber
she is shaking her head and laughing at me
with no umbrella
I’m happy now
but I won’t always be
I wake up at 3am
relieved to find her next to me
sleeping peacefully
The winter winds are blowing
the snow comes through the open window
the iron clouds are grim
but tonight
the closed door holds the heat in
The autumn leaves drift down
from the black branches
of the trees in the park
it’s almost evening
but there’s still time to hold your hand
and make it home before dark
and make it home before dark
Ten minutes to the station
five minutes to the park
church steeple in the sunrise
red sky at sunset
don’t forget
don’t forget
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Bird by bird
03:21
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I wake up in the morning
I go through it bird by bird
on a good day I go slow
on a good day
I don’t know
on a good day
On a good day things unfold
with a sense of substance
and certainty
On a good day
with you near
my eyes become wider
my eyes become clear
And this one thing
a bird
hovering
in the breeze above the river
On a good day I walk up to the swimming pool
On a good day I make my way through the rain
When I slow it all down
I can find the time
to think about about beginnings and endings
and what it means to begin again
You turned to me
why don’t the dolphins
jump when I look?
I’m scanning the horizon
but I can’t find them
I turned to you
Why’d you let me take the things I took?
I keep hoping to find a way
to repay the kindness
This one thing
a bird
hovering
in the breeze
above the river
This one thing
this one thing
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8. |
Snow
04:51
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Snow
I'm half awake walking down the staircase
And outside
Where the snow is falling on the streetlights
And the cars
I'm steady on my feet though the snow is slippery
I wonder if you are still asleep
While all around me the world has changed
And this strange world by the river has become more strange
The stillness of the river in the distance
I'm alone here for a minute
Frost on my breath
It's early morning and I'm sleepless
You're in another city
I'm here in the snow
I wish that you were here with me
I wish I had a way to let you know
I go back upstairs and drink a whiskey
Sit in the dull yellow light and listen to In Rainbows
Perfect for a night of white snow
In a city
Where I have nowhere to go
You're in another city
I'm here in the snow
I wish that you were back with me
I wish I had a way to let you know
Turn the light on, sing a gentle song
That song you sung so long ago
When you were a kid
Do you still remember it?
Sing as if you did
Sing as if you did
Sing as if you did
Turn the light out, sing a gentle song
A song you sung so long ago
When you were a kid
Do you still remember?
Sing as if you did
Sing as if you did
Sing as if you did
That was in another city
Standing in a car park, in the cold
Wishing I was not so alone
Wishing I had nowhere to go
Wishing I had nowhere to go
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9. |
The Details
04:00
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The anxious glance
the biting your nails
the invitation to the school dance
the career in economics you forsook
the chances and the choices you took
the ladle you break
the one you forsake
the wind that drops out of your sails
the devil’s in the details
the devil’s in the details
the rush that you chase
the victory you taste
the trophy you lift
the trip off the cliff
the cross that you bear
the slogan you wear
the chair you recline
the place where you dine
what you read in the entrails
the devil’s in the details
the devil’s in the details
the devil’s in the details
I’m heading up to the mountains
I’m heading up to the spring
I got the car window down
I got the radio dialled in
I’m heading up to the mountains
I’m driving up that steep hill
I’m heading up to the mountains
come what will
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10. |
Menagerie
05:31
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Menagerie
I am walking with the wistful and the weary
Walking with the uninspired
I am walking with the formerly elegant and the wired
I am walking with the ones who can’t carry themselves
The ones who said too much at dinner
I am walking with the losers who wish they were winners
I am walking like a marionette
I am walking like I can’t let go and won’t forget
I am walking like I’ve been walking for a very long time
Walking like I was out of sight and out of mind
When you come back let me know
The morning girl is bleary, the twilight boy has lost his socks
The old lady with the serene scarf
Is doing her best not to worry and not to get cross
And we are all the meek and mild
And we are all the desperate and the wild
And aren’t we all the baby child?
When you come back let me know
We thought the rain would stop until the waters came up higher
We thought to trust our shelters and stay closer to the fire
And weren’t all surprised to realise the little we had was not nearly enough
And aren’t we all nervous and hopeful
That the rain won’t keep on falling and the waves won’t be too rough?
And aren’t we all the broken and the broken hearted?
And aren’t we all the nearly and the dearly departed?
And aren’t we all just trying to find a safe way home?
And the howling of the wolves reminds us
Not all will be dry, not all will be warm
And the howling of the wolves reminds us
There will be another storm
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11. |
Surprised by love
04:38
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Surprised by love
We talk about the loaves
we talk about the fish
we talk about the moon
She leans back in her chair
says I think it’ll be raining soon
raining
The lights wrap around the treetops
the trees put their arms around the house
a breeze is blowing gently from the south
And this is not what I thought it was
and I find myself surprised by love
surprised by love
The dogs bark lazily at the birds
but not so loud as to scare them away
she sits in the middle of the porch
looking out
at a beautiful pink and purple sky
And this is not what I thought it was
and I find myself surprised by love
surprised by love
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12. |
Watch
04:38
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Watch
It’s not time
Tomorrow we’ll take the boat out
Fill it full of fish
Haul in bags of potatoes
From the grocer on the roadside
With the crooked teeth
And the good potatoes
I can’t speak ill of the saints
Or criticise their handwriting
Some notions never come undone
Some races are never won
The hummingbird hums
The bees buzz
And time does what it does
Ask Ariel Durant or Helmut Thielecke
Ask them exactly what it means to me
Theology, history, intimacy
Rations and respect
Hard work, stern words and kindness
And kindness
Walk the line stagger one last time
Across the road arm in arm
With that gentle Japanese girl
Your bravery, your beauty
And all the things you mean to me
All that you mean
It’s not time
Tomorrow we’ll take the boat out
Fill it full of fish
Haul in bags of potatoes
From the grocer on the roadside
With the crooked teeth
And the good potatoes
Don’t walk, drive slow, keep both eyes on the road
Don’t walk, drive slow, keep both eyes on the road
Don’t walk, drive slow, keep both eyes on the road
Don’t blink - read the letters in the eye chart
Don’t blink - see the scrawl on the kitchen wall
Don’t blink- don’t eat the pie in the pie chart
Repeat and hand to me a bag of cheap
Unworn Chinese watches
Each of them unwinding
And crying
It’s not time yet
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tjeckleberg Sydney, Australia
TJ Eckleberg is an Australian alternative singer / songwriter, producer and guitar player. 'Black & amber' is his seventh independent album. Originally a regular on the Sydney alternative scene, he lived in Berlin from 2010-13, and currently lives in Kyoto, Japan. ... more
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